JelLyish-jelLy

2007-12-04T03:48:00.001+08:00

When ur HP beeps,
1 message received
u open it up
and u smiled to your hp
that person is the one and only special person in your life.
i found my special person
i'll wait for you
for one special reason,
i love you.

2007-11-27T01:57:00.000+08:00

有些人有钱不一定快乐
有些人没钱不一定不快乐

有些人有工作不一定快乐
有些人没有工作不一定不快乐

有些人有婚姻不一定幸福
有些人没有婚姻不一定不幸福

做人好矛盾哦！

我不配

2007-11-13T03:26:00.000+08:00

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽留

final

2007-11-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, the last sem of poly life is approaching
i'm so proud of myself for coming so far.
=) financial wise and result.
All the best to those who are also enduring their final sem! =)

Hasn't been updating about my life.
coz life is in a mess.
but now getting closer and closer to 20
everything is so clear.

what is your will be your's.

and i realised that there are so many ppl
out there who dote me alot.
and no matter wat they will be there for me.
thank angels. =)

love,
Jelly

我和我的doublecheesez

2007-11-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

戴上耳机暂时逃离到自己的世界。
看着远方的景物，世界突然变得好渺小。
只有在自己的世界里我变得庞大
什么东西都阻止不了我背着double cheesez
到世界个个脚落演凑着不同的曲风。
小蚂蚁的梦想就只是这样而已。

2007-10-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

this is freaking funny! *MUST WATCH* =)

天堂

2007-10-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

在人類的世界里
長大是理所當然的一件小事
長大就得學會欣賞咖啡的苦味
長大就得為自己的人生扑路
原本隨手可得的幸福﹐
長大後幸福變成了件奢侈的事。

幸好前世我做了很多好事
今世才能來到鹹魚的世界

這個世界
沒有生老病死
沒有人類的惡習
因為配菜們前世都學會了"知足長樂"
才能抵達這裡。

人類們﹐我在這裡等你們哦! =)

习惯

2007-10-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

<<习惯>>
词:咸鱼的作者

你握着我的手
说你已不在爱我
时间停止在那一刻
我答应你我会忘了你
可是你给的回忆不曾让我喘气

你的男人味是我的呼吸
你的可爱是我的依赖

早就习惯你牵着我过马路
你的傻笑
你的香气
你看着我的眼神
现在你把我丢弃
要我再一次习惯
没有你的世界

会是怎样的世界
我不敢想
我害怕我伤心我想逃
可是回忆不断折磨我

地鐵

2007-10-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

看著地鐵到站﹐
人們搶著上車。
是怕門會不小心關上﹐
還是怕沒有座位?
其實他們都是怕等待的感覺。

那一刹那

2007-10-07T14:03:00.000+08:00

孩子们在游乐场玩得不亦乐乎,
就在那一刹那，
他们忘记了世界的残酷。
大人们更可悲，
连那一刹那的时间也没有。

2007-10-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

风在吹。云在飘。
灯在闪。车在跑。
城市的吵闹，
掩盖了心碎的声音。
没人知道。没人安慰。
孤独一人往前走。
忘了做工，忘了休息。
忘了怎样回家。
牵着空气。
靠着路灯。
听者烂漫的情歌。
仿佛你就在身边。

魚

2007-10-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

在又臭又髒的水溝里﹐
身命力最強的是魚類。
很可惜的﹐
人類還是比不上魚。

康復的鹹魚

2007-09-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

鹹魚康復了!

但是我的腳還是包著石膏。

因為我剛出院﹐我的作者讓我放了個長假。

在假期時﹐我到了悠閑的海邊。

在海邊﹐聽著海浪聲﹐讀著一本書。

不知不覺﹐我愛上了海邊。

我喜歡看小孩子們在海邊上奔跑﹐好像世界就聽頓在那一刻。

我喜歡看戀人們牽著手﹐享受著浪漫的氣氛。

我喜歡看太陽慢慢的落下﹐想放了工得一樣輕鬆。

人生不需要有很多物質上的享受才會快樂﹐

有些事是連錢也買不到的。

就像在海邊過渡一天寧靜﹐滿足的下午。

2007-09-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

天使没有了翅膀还算是天使吗?
恶魔变得善良还算恶魔吗?
天使没了翅膀还有光圈!
恶魔还是会有恶魔的角！
不管你变成什...
你终究是你自己.

再见

2007-09-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

没有恶魔，哪里会有天使？
世界上有太多事务等着大家去学习。
我累了。我想好好休息。
我要放个长假。
不想去想未来。
我走了。
这里没有我怀恋的东西。
我要和奇怪离开这里。
也许不会再回来了。
我需要找回我的勇气去爱一个人。
再见了。

我的心情

2007-09-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千

梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下

会走更远

或许命运的签

只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现

这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡

2007-09-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

咸鱼世界发生了大地震。。

咸鱼受了点伤住院了。

这几个里拜就让他好好养伤吧！

如果她会好就是一个奇迹。

如果不会这个世界上就在也没有咸鱼的故事了。

永远也不会再有了。

大家一起为咸鱼祈祷吧。

作者

思念是一种病

2007-09-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

思念是一种病
歌手：张震岳专辑：ok

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

鹹魚的故事<如果有一天>

2007-08-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

如果有一天﹐鹹魚變成老鼠
你們還會讀我的故事嗎?
世界有好多東西﹐
大家都認為是理所當然的。
就像我。
鹹魚一輩子都是鹹魚。
可是有些東西是為了讓人類學會珍惜
而製造出的。就像死亡。
可是人類一點都學不會。

鹹魚有一只可愛的小貓咪﹐
它叫奇怪。
就好比主人一樣。
大家一定在想魚和貓何時會變成好朋友?
這種莫名其妙的緣份就是等待著我們去珍惜。

我不舍斥大家會學著珍惜﹐
也不會逼你學會﹐
因為有一天你們都會學會的。。
那一天就是你躺在病床上的時候。

可能有一天我的作者不再寫故事了﹐
我也就這樣死去了﹐
你們會為我而哭泣嗎?

如果有一天。。。

咸魚的故事 <名與利>

2007-08-13T13:09:00.000+08:00

甜甜圈家族最近不知道沾了誰的光

一夜之間變成了受到人類熱愛的大明星

人們為了他們不惜浪費時間排對﹐

從早排到晚。

我心想那及時鹹魚也有這麼一天。

哈! 天真愚蠢的鹹魚啊!

几天前我遇到了甜甜圈爸爸。

他并没有因为自己出了名

而變得驕傲自大。

和以前一樣他微笑著和我打招呼。

利益名譽人氣都是人類﹐

為了把自己看的比別的人高等而創造出的。

人類們啊! 試著用鹹魚的角度看著世界﹐

你會覺得自己其實是很幸福的!

<<鹹魚和鹹菜的故事>> unedited.

在可爱的云朵中慢游，
不知不觉中云朵成了甜甜圈。

鹹魚添了添云朵中的甜甜圈，

不知不觉露出了笑容。

没想到鹹魚也有那么的一天，

品尝到那么甜蜜的甜甜圈。

鹹菜看着在天空自由自在的鹹魚，

迷迷糊湖的迷上了小鹹魚。

看着她那双闪闪发光的眼睛，

仿佛像夜里的小钻石 .

鹹魚的故事 <私奔日記>

2007-08-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

鹹魚和鹹菜一起私奔到了月球﹐

我們到了月球度假一天。

月球上沒有美麗的海灘﹐

沒有豪華的旅店﹐

只有很多小白兔。

我們靠著彼此﹐

享受著沒有其他配菜的世界。

其實﹐

簡單是一種浪漫

知足是一種幸福

信任是一種甜蜜。

複雜的人類就是不懂這麼簡單的道理。

天堂好靠近我們﹐

我們睜開雙手仿彿天堂就緊握在我們的手里。

我們把煩惱丟棄

把壓力隔開﹐

體驗著沒有地心引力的時空。

我們在月球上留下腳印後

就告別了我們的私奔旅途。

人類﹐別太羨慕我哦! =p

鹹魚的故事<自我介紹篇>

2007-08-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

hello.大家好。

你們都應該知道我的名字叫鹹魚

為了跟上社會的腳步﹐我為自己取了一個洋名叫做 Salty

可是這個洋名並不討好人類。

大家為了身體的健康﹐

拋棄我﹐排斥我﹐看不起我。

我傷心了好多天。

幸好我有鹹菜一直陪伴在我身邊﹐

他告訴我這一番話﹐

"為什麼我們要和人類一起賽跑?

我們只是普通的兩種配菜。
誰輸誰贏真的那麼重要嗎?"

我臉紅了。

人類從小就要全付武裝學會打仗﹐

他們一點都不覺得累嗎?

反而鹹魚的世界是單純簡單的。
我慶幸自己只是一只鹹魚﹐不是人類。

從此我的名就叫鹹魚

不是為人類取得 SALTY.

鹹魚的故事 Part 1

2007-08-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

在瘋狂世界里﹐我變成了大家最看不起的鹹魚

鹹魚就算反生還是只鹹魚﹐ 可是我有永遠不腐爛的至尊。

如果我有時光機﹐讓我再做一次選擇﹐我還是要當鹹魚。

當鹹魚有什麼不好呢?

只少我有豆芽這個對我真誠的好朋友

還有一個愛我的鹹菜

過著簡單辛福的日子。。

你有沒有想過要當鹹魚?

謝謝大家看不起我。

有一天

我會帶著我的倔強

在鹹魚世界里寫下我的傳說

阿信說過﹐
"这一生中,到底在追什么呢?

每一件最重要的小事

就像我孤单的脚步声一样

一个脚步声虽然小

但是十个,一百个,一千个,一万个

我就能震荡地球了"

我相信鹹魚有一天也能震蕩地球。

who said life is hard?

2007-07-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

<3

2007-06-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

this brand has been becoming popular in singapore. why is it so? hmm.. since i was acc giraffe's fren to buy these donuts. i bought a dozen home. and goodness i queued 3hours for these bloody donuts.

15 different flavours. i managed to try only 12. i dunno whether it's my taste bud problem or wat. these 12 donuts does exciting me. the only thing that excite me is when you get to see the staff putting each donuts, which just came out of the "oven" or whatever, into your carton.

some of the donuts are simply too sweet, and it tastes abit yucky. the cheese one taste weird. and i only one i like is the apple cinnamon. and guess wat, the next day my mum threw about 3 of them away, she said that no one is gonna touch them anyway. lols. i think some of you reading this must be cursing and swearing at me. but the truth is these donuts are just a FAD. and i am quite sure they are not going to stay here for long. it's the queue that makes ppl preceived that it's damn bloody yummy. but in fact, i think it's just lack of something, the X factor. and i swear i'll never waste my time like this again. =)

Second part

went to work as promoter last weekend. and i was to promote this fitnesse cereal, and the new Koko Krunch from nestle. First of all, i think nestle or whoever is in charge of the uniform, please change the uniform! it's so disgusting. look at the back! goodness. and imagine the week before i was promoting this, was some aunties doing it. LMAO! secondary school monkeys(boys) make fun of me on my first day of work. as usual, i give them a "fuck-off" look. lols

i was promoting at cuaseway point, cold storage. let's talk abt the staff there. the indian staff, team leader are quite nice, they offer their help and even help me to push my booth. however, there are some who are so irritating, and they have those fuck-up look. heng! not one of them come and disturb me, if not....

work was quite fun overall, cause i get to rest whenever i want. lols. that's the good thing about being a promoter!

Third part

Kinder Bueno love!

2 dozen of chocolates to keep me going for the next few months! giraffe asked his fren to buy it. =) He hasn't been so good to me since we are together! lols. although this chocolates dun really worth alot but it's the value that counts! thank giraffe! actually, i'm not a addict to kinder bueno. haha. nvm. i save up money for lunch! only chocolate for lunch! he already took his leave to acc me on my bday! =) we are going for some jap food. everything planned one month before. lols. muacks. 8 more days to 7th months. u're love and alway will be.

但愿你每天幸福又安全两只恋人手牵手谁也不用再跑给谁去追

*say u love me one more time*

i <3 this song

2007-06-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

五月天阿信 - happy.BIRTH.day

为什么奶昔不甜
为什么风景不美
因为你　在身边
世界只剩下一个焦点
一开始你就特别
从眼神就很体贴
我们都　不穿鞋
光著脚穿越　耳语流言
在这之前我到底是谁
你出现　我眼前
一瞬间　一切都改变

Happy birth day
你就在我身边
和你吃苦一生
胜过天堂一天
Happy birth day　
告别忧伤昨天
自从遇见了你　
才是我Happy birth day

风筝和风在缠绵
诗人和诗在兜圈
你坐在　我旁边
这一种快乐　无法描写
世界我环游一圈
看很多空中小姐
都没有　比你美
第一名模也　只能闪边

为什么快乐也会流下眼泪
灌溉了我的荒野
开满了玫瑰
我不累　我不睡
我不休息　我不阖眼
我不想浪费每一秒
在这　有你的世界

it's all about you

2007-06-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

giraffe wanted to get a watch for me.

coz my mickey and minnie watch spoil! =(

someone bought it for me in HK disneyland.

and it barely lasts for 1/2 a year.

damn it.

and i told him i want a Puma watch.

that we saw in a magazine.lols. =)

actually, i saw one pair of watch in far east

the man watch has a mickey

and the woman obviously is minnie.

BUT....

he said he didnt like mickey. lols

i think he gonna stay in KL for at least half a year.

he wanna go to the Loreal hairstylist competition next year,

if his company give him the opportunity.

yup, so as his "understanding" gf.

i will support him. =)

iloveyoumanymany. <3

2007-06-15T00:06:00.000+08:00

little acts mean alot.
like giving me the all the abalone in ur noodle
instead of giving me one.
wipe away the raindrops on my hand.
giving me lots of kisses.
playin dai dee with me.
saying lame things.
haha.

although you look like a chao ah beng but u're still cute.
and u're mine. lols.

both of us are trying to master a language
for him will be english.
and me trying so hard to learn canto.
lols. so he talks in english and i talk in canto.
lols. it was madness.
we ended up talkin chinese mix canto and english.
and he couldnt stand it. haha.

it's been a very special journey with him.
we are "together" for 3months
and we are gonna be "separated" for 6months.
i dunno how we manage to maintain.
but we did, at least for the past 3months.

we are not gonna see each other for the next 1+months
but i think it's pretty good.
then we can realli knw how impt is each of us. =)

Did you know that:
i never have a bf that can lasts for 3months.
and he's the first! lols

*for you, the only one*

break

2007-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

Photos. photos and more photos.

Jelly loves you.

the C.A.R girl =x

(cute and rich)

the three cuties

and the beast.. =x

ouch! my head!

we enjoy monkey game.

and then we became monkey. lols

life should be good

2007-06-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

So this is the 3rd month of my"boyfriend-less" days

3 more months and maybe he will here, all by my side.

sick and u dun have your bf by ur side..

how does it feels?

let me tell u, it's SHIT!

but look at the bright side yea,

these period that he is not around,

i will learn how to cherish him even more.

and hopefully, he feels the same. :)

when to my second home today,which is the polyclinic. lols

and doctor told me that all my symptoms are caused by the illness called "STRESS"

hahax.

dun even feel it at all.. bull shit doctor..

anyway, two weeks holiday i got lot of plans!

first week: sentosa, esplanade,pulau ubin.

second week:east coast, movie

teck hui, u confirm confirm bring us go pulau ubin rite??

if not i gonna XXxXx you.. lols

*2 more days to 6 months*

*:) u're still my <3*

this part is done up for teck! see i am such a nice sis. lols

u better go do!

Create your own Friend Test here

back

2007-05-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

no more giraffe for the moment.

no more worrying about unnecessary things.

no more thinking of getting another job.

i wanna score well in the final year! =)

Push me to strive, okay angels? =D

muacks

back.

2007-05-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

okay, after dragging for nearly 2.5weeks.

i am back to tell u the 6th weird thingie about Jelly.

6. I love to watch raindrops.

whenever it's raining, if i am alone i will start to stare at the rain.hmm.. it's like human have their "down" period. Heaven also have. people get emo during rainy day, but i get excited. coz i knw after the rain there will be rainbow at a corner of the world. =)

Rain coming from the other side of the sea.
lovely yea?

Giraffe bought me to this place in malaysia.

woohoo`!

we are suppose to watch sunset but....

when we reach we saw this lovely rain coming from the other side.. lols

i thought watchin the rain pouring over u was wonderful =)

IM

2007-04-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Rules

Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

1. I am a very extreme person.
If i dun fancy u, or somehow u know that i am trying very hard not to interact with you, stop pestering me because i hate u. hmm.. maybe u guys are thinkin that i am a very childish person, but think about this "why should we go around pleasing people that we dislike or simply hate?" rite? i dun wish my life to be dirty by their footsteps.=) On the other hand, if i love/like u, u will be in my angel list and will be 100% cherish by me. =D i will do anything for those i love.

2. I dun like to bath.
i think that bathing is really a waste of time. and i hate to waste time. lol. i have to wake up early to bath and it really takes away my 15min of sleeping time. would you rather sleep or wake up to bath? How clean will u be once u step out of the house? hmm.. think about it yea. lols

3. I have a fetish for blood.
i dunno when this started. hahax. i love to see people bleed.*ps:but i am not into slaughtering and something psychopathic* It's like when people injure themselves accidentally i will be the first to run out to see if the people is bleeding. and i feel "high" lolx. Have any of u watch SAW III? i was like laughing away during the whole movie. it was bloody and i like it. =) Plus, i am only interested in bloody movies. any good bloody movie to intro me? =p

4. Once provoked, i will make myself a better person.
Provoked me with your new handsome boyfriend, i will definitely get a handsome-er boyfriend than you. i hate the feeling of being look down or jealous over what people have you dun have. A very good example will be that bastard, he chose to go back to his gf and he left me there all by myself. Initially i got really depressed, when i stand up again. i transform to the FS today.

5.I like to shit
I enjoy shit-ing seriously. and i can shit while waiting for fren, waiting for time to go tutoring. i shit where ever i go. i will read comic or play with my handphone while shit-ing. haha. i love the feeling of leting go those burden in my body. lols.

Finally i am done. lols. and Finally TEP is over. too tired to type let the pictures do the job! =)

All those nice people i met in IM.

New birdies and the old birdies.

i'll miss the lagging computers...

Our plastic bags manager is gonna miss all this. =x

The view from IM room

The last time i camwhore in IM room

* i am gonna miss those days =)*

2007-04-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

haha! be mice be mice!! haha.. hamster also can!! lols

2007-04-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

u obviously dunno what i am going through.

i didnt ask u to give me money nor give me anything.

i just want u to be with me, comfort me. that's all~

is it so hard?

fuck!u're damn selfish.

and i hate this kinda you!

2007-04-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

You Are 64% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.

Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Mx, i am triple as happy as you.. lols

go find something to do, u will feel happier! =)

2007-04-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

i am here to prove that IM is not 100% slacker!lols

we got sai gang to do too~!

We play as mover.

the junk we deliver to bazaar

the great big hole we created in the lift. =x

**Claps for the sai gang warriors! =)

the rest is we me slackin. lols

Giraffe gave me a surprise gift! =)

*first time*

Inside the box is a cute crystal ball. =)

thanks giraffe. u're the best! *smooch*

IM

2007-04-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

u must have been thinkin wat is IM doing all the time?

now let me show u what we are doing! =)

1. IM have been playing sudoku..

2. Hugging files to slp.

3. Pretending to be hardworking in front of the CCTV.

4. Learning how to protect ourselves.

5. Practising how to look innocent to avoid scolding.

6. We Learn how to put out "computer's fire"

lols. no no. IM have lots of work to do too. =p

marry

2007-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wondering when is the toopid Jelly getting marry?
here's your ans. lols

[ ] I know how to make a pot of
coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a
calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[] I know how to change the oil in a
car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to
say than my friends.
Total: 3

[x] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at
least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total: 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[x] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 8

[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[] I work out on a regular basis.
[] I clean up my own mess.
[] The people at Starbucks know me by
name.
[] My favorite kind of food is take
out.
[x] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[x] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
Total: 5

The age that i will get marry is: 3+4+8+4+5= 24!

haha.giraffe you still have 5years to save $$!lols.=x

btw, if u have take notice! i have change the pic on right side.

NO LIES, JUST LOVE!

Yup, that's the way it works.=)

i want play pool! tml? anyone?

and i need to get graciex present. lols

it's like god damn long.

but grace! good thing are worth the wait.

rite? *smooch*

*9 days more*

2007-03-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

The Colorgenics's result. =)
My complete Personal profile...
this is done for teck. lols

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. - and Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.

You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

Your ability to withstand the pressures of everyday life have been overtaxed and this is leading to stress and frustrations. It would seem that for the time being you have lost the resilience and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties. You feel that it is all 'too much' and, try as you may, you are getting nowhere. But to give you credit, you continue to stand your ground and pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity. Naturally this situation is subjecting you to intolerable stress and pressure from which you would dearly like to escape, but you can not bring yourself to make the necessary decision. As a result you remain firmly involved in the problem and you can neither view it objectively nor get rid of it - you cannot leave it alone and you feel that you will only be at peace when you have reached your objective.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

yi lu shang you ni

2007-03-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

一路上有你

你知道吗
爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧
好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起

一路上有你
苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇

very nic oldies. =)

You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think

Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you.

And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon...

You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top.

Are You Cutthroat?

i am a "throatcutter"! be careful! =x lols

update

2007-03-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

3 weeks more of TEP to go!

in exact 15 working days!
and there comes Year 3.

Poor little Jelly and the rest
have to work OT on a Friday night.

How sad? =(

So three of us(xs,yy and jelly) went to eat something goods after work!

and the three hungry and tired girls dragged their feets to New york New york!

It's heaven! yeah. instantly there are three halo above our heads! lols

Anyway, i am going back to pharmacy tml!!

woohoo~! and XY said there is a cute guy at the reg counter.

ah.. thanks XY for motivating to go to work. lols

i love JP!! =D

It's that place that taught me wat is all those funny funny medicine for.

and i have learn alot at there.

PlUS PLUS PLUS

i get to knw so many angels at one go! =)

kind angels, remember i am a new temp staff tml

dun bully me!* lols*

i miss those promoter's day life!

i miss roger, i miss simon,

i miss the auntie, who wanna matchmake me and her son *lols*

i miss andy, who is always flirting w me

i miss hafiz, the crapper and smoking khaki.

ah.. i think i need to get back some life soon!

We Like jelly. Do u?=)

=)

2007-03-14T17:39:00.001+08:00

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

angels

2007-03-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

i am addicted to catchin sweets in the arcade again!

shit!

that's mean i gonna spent lots of money on that machine!!

ah..

i knw it's kinda dumb for a girl of my age

to be playing those toopid machine.

haha.. forgive me.

i m deprive from childhood. lols

the older we grow, the lesser time we have to spend with the one who are
close to our heart.
although we knw that the bond is so strong that

no matter wat we wont be seperated.

so attention to all my lovely angels!
it's not a matter of how many times we meetups a month,
how many chit chat session we have...
it's all abt the heart. =)
i hope i have a place in all my angels' heart too! =)

i <3>

-i lvoe my giraffe too!=)-

i'm ur angel

2007-02-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

No mountain to high for you to climb
All you have to do, is have some kind in faith
No river is too wide to make it across
All you have to do, is believe when you pray

And then you will see the morning will come,
in everyday will be bright as the sun
Hold on to your fears,
cast them on me I just want you to see

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me

I am your Angel,
And all hope gone I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no different who you are
I am your Angel, I am your Angel

I saw your tear drops and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and your still lonely
It don't have to be this way
Let me show you a better day

Then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your day will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears just cast them on me
How can I make you see

And when it's time to faced the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep us safe and warm I know we'll survive
And when it seems as if your end this growing year
Don't you dear give up the fight
Just put trust on the sky

=) i am ur angel,

and sadly u're my devil.lols

2007-02-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

things are getting complicated.

it's not just about u and me.

it's about every single one who are close to us.

and worst of all, i myself is getting damn complicated.

i dun even knw who i am now.

obviously i hate ur world.

and maybe i hate myself too.

i love u still, yesh i do.

but there are too many things beside loving u

i need to consider.

i just want a simple bf, a simple r/s

too much to ask for?

stop telling me how well u treat me than ur other girlfriends.

i dun like it.

they really dun matter at all.

teach me how to love

tell me how u want me to be.

i have my own expectation as ur gf.

i wanna be the one who help u clean up ur room

make breakfast for u..

these are the things i never do before.

thinkin too much kills.

but i cant dun think abt anything at all.

will leaving be a good solution?

hmm. i think i need some time for me to think thru again.

and hey, my bf usually dun last for 3months.

and our 3 month is coming up!

haax. it's a curse. u see. =x

today's weather in IM room is sunny!

Ms chia was in a bloody good mood.

haha..=)

i was nt scolded!! woohoo~!

2007-02-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

i dun have a very strong heart.

i cannot take attacks again and again.

i just want u to be safe and sound.

i feel weak.

i am afraid.

could u just be obedient and listen to me for once?

=)

2007-02-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

today is Tuesday.

tml is Wednesday.

which is Valentine day.

wahah..

next week is monday

monday is chinese new year.

i'm bored.

killin time

2007-02-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

i am bored. just killin time. =)

1.what made you happy this week ?
- hmm.. playing puzzle bobble with giraffe and i win! lols

2.what made you sad this week?
- IM.

3.has someone/somebody make you happy
lately?
- yup! =) alot.

4.how are you feeling at the moment?
- hungry.

5.are you the type of person who easily
gets hurt?
- maybe not, after so many experiences.lols i am strong..=x

6. do you cry?
- once a yr? twice a yr?

7.have you ever been to a point in your
life that you've thought about giving
up?
- almost went to god's side.

9. the last movie you watched?
- One last dance

10. with who?
- giraffe.

11. the last song you heard?
- "WO"- mayday's

12. the last thing you bought?
- pocky, ice tea

13. the last place you went?
- Jurong east

14. the last food you ate ?
- sweets.

15. the last thing you heard from your
parents?
- this month's hp bill y so expensive? lols

16. the last thing you said to your
parents?
- Not mind la, it's kor + internet

17. the last thing you said to one of
your friends?
- i make cheesecake for u when i am free

18. the last thing you read?
- seventeen

19. the last person you called?
- ming xian

20. the last person who called you?
- giraffe.

21. the last person who msg you?
- giraffe

22. the last person who said you're
pretty/handsome?
- hmm... hmm...

23. the last person who gave you a
testimonial?
- wanti! =)

24. the last person who messaged you in
msn?
- a..a..a...

25. the last person/s you're with?
- giraffe

26. the last person you kissed
goodnight?
- giraffe.

27. the last person you kicked?
- hmm.. i dun kick, i only bite and pinch. lols

28. the last person you think of before
going to sleep?
- giraffe.

29. the last thing you're going to do
before going to sleep?
- brush my teeth before it get rot again.lols

30. the last time you went clubbing?
- new yr eve

31. What song are you listening to now?
- tian shi- mayday's

33.whatwould you do if someone tells u
he/she likes u?
- i will ask him, "huh, then where's my flowers?" lols

34. where do u live?
- heaven

35. what can't you live w/out?
- sweets, vanilla coke, giraffe, everything, everyone. =)

shit! so fast, today is already sunday!
ah.. monday dun come so fast can?
lols.

tml going out with xs and cockster!
woohoo~! sure gonna be fun one! =)
coz got two lamer + cockster + snowman
lols..

anyway, let's pray hard that monday
will be a good day. and nothing terrible
will happen. yea?

and also i wanna congrat
**GRACE TAN** AND **MING XIAN**
see hardwork do pay off yea. =) well done. muacks!

i bought giraffe a pair of shoes for valentine,
but they said he will run away de. lols.
cannot buy shoes. but never mind i got
a very good contingency plan! haha..
i bought a handcuff bracelet for him! lols
cuff him to me..
nanenanepoopoo! u cannot run away! =p

the more rounds it goes, the merrier we will be. =)

the handcuff. lols

*do u knw tat: girls want to hear boys said "i love u" 100times a day?

IM

2007-02-10T00:14:00.000+08:00

The atmosphere is damn weird in IM.

i am not sure if i am too sensitive or watsoever.

put urself in his shoe how would u probably feel?

i knw i wont feel good but the worst part is..

i cannot do anything abt it.

no one wants the situation to be like now,

it's so awkward.

and no one has the rights or the power to change.

but no matter wat happen,

we five will remain as sisters yea?

and i am very sure that no one will be left out in the team!

<3 *new batch IM

god! i am so dead tired!

i love giraffe!

=)

2007-02-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for weekend!

weekend faster come.

i am mentally dead for the gonna be 5 days training!

=)

2007-02-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

for god-knw how long i haven't been updating.
i'm too busy.
i'm not in the mood.
i have got nothing to blog.
i'm too tired.
u choose which one u wanna accept. =x

anyway, emrs have just been over.
and rumors spread that i am going to IM.
actually it's doesnt really bothers me
coz wat realli matter, is that TEP
will be over soon. and Deng deng!
YEAR3 is finally here.

and after graduation i will find a place to move!!!
woohoo~!

and the next part is specially for my dear rong rong!!
since her bday is coming!=)

after her 20th bday
i promise:

i will not bully her again.
i will be more respectful towards her
i will not suan her
i will be nice and sweet to her

haha.. rong rong happy liao ma?
although i am not the one who alway bully her
(it's xing siew! =x)
but at least there is person down when come to bullying her.
lols..
happy leh?

but u also must promise me that u wont cock anymore.
dun start leh!
coz once u start to cock again, i will continue bully u =x
<3>

EMRS chalet.=)

dream

2007-01-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

i love the way he talked about his dream.

the way he tell me that he wanna have a row of store of his own.

each store specialize in different services.

i.e one for cutting, one for washing, one for perm..

and how he get so busy got to run up and down. lols.

luckily i am not as greedy as him,

just one store for me

i will be contented! hahax.

my donut! =)

he is indeed a very special guy

no other bf have told me abt their dream

and i doubt they have one.

but he got everything in mind

he knw wat he want

and the only thing that he dunno

is how to save money! lols

and i am here to rescue!!

*stuck on you*

leh hai goi gei

2007-01-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

i'm not asking for ur permission,

but i'm just notifying you

that i am out with this guy.

it doesnt matter

how u think that we are not compatible

i am happy to be with him

and his grandma dote me.

ha.that's seriously enough.

so wat if he is not well educated,

so wat if he look like a evildoer,

so wat if he look like a giraffe,

so wat?

as long as he got a heart that dote me,

as long as he is not like that other bastards i met,

i will be with him. =)

hey, think about it again,

do u think ur own son deserve the gf he has now?

how will ya feel if his gf's parent has nasty comment abt ur son?

he got lower education than me,

but he is willing to learn,

and he is doing wat he love as his career.

i alway admire man who has a dream. =)

i knw i can find someone better than him

*kan hao hao**kan hao hao*

haha.. tell me how to see properly?

watever, he is mine.

no matter wat other say.

<3 giraffe ="x

lao gong lao gong, leh hai goi gei. haha.

*602190*

wtf

2007-01-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

there are a few deadly things that i totally detest:

Clearing my things(w/o my permission), and claim that u are tidying it up for me.
Handling my MAYDAY's CDs w/o care and resulting it to have scratches.
Showing me fuckin attitude.

please do take note, i do not tolerate any of these. if u have done anything of that, good luck to u. fuck u.

i gonna move out once i save up some money. fuck. there is a limit to everything.

can u imagine at the age of 18 i am still sleeping with my bro, on the floor, in my parents room, on a fuckin mattress. i have had enough.

no more tolerating of such nonsense.

i dun have a good temper. u shld knw.

finally

2007-01-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

u guys must have miss me alot.=x

haha. so here i am back to bloggin again..

but i am nt sure how frequent i will be updating.

haha. just bear with me! =p

and for the time being, after changing my blogskin

i am freaking tired. haax.

get wat i mean?

gd nite angel! =)

stickman

2006-12-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!
i love this!!

so bloody!! CUTE LA!! =)

after all the hard work

2006-12-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

after all the hardwork... *deng deng deng deng*
Our show starts!

the hot selling mini X'mas tree! =)

behind the booth

MY FAV.!!

the angel..

Guess wat's in the box?

hand-made poker card!
done by the guys durin the show! =x

QZ bought this from teddy thot.

cute ar? lols

and jelly bought a devil. =)

my cute maryjane! =)
welcome to jelly's land!

Two cute angel!

finally... the show ended!! =)
it's damn tiring la..
and i think i sweat ten pails of sweat! lols
anyway, it's quite a memorable event. =)

-Love life. and Life will love u-

so far in 2006

2006-12-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

SO FAR IN 2006

1. Have you had any relationships thisyear?
yup.. i think so..

2. Have you had your birthday?
a wonderful BBQ

3. Been to church?
i think so.

4. Cried yet?
ya.. for some bastards.

5. Been on a diet?
Nope

6. Pulled an all nighter?
WTH?

7. Drank Starbucks?
Yup.. dunno wat Chocolate one.. =x

8. Went shopping?
of course. duhx.

9. Went Camping?
Nope.=(

11. Bought something(s) for over $200?
No.. i cant afford

12. Met someone special?
Alot of ppl..=) sch..J.P..Roger, Simon..promoters! =) all are my angels! =D

13. Been out of the country?

Yup.. ma la si ya..=x

14. Gone Snowboarding?

Nope..

15. What are you thinking about?

can i find the perfect key to open the lock in my heart?

Have you...

1.) Hugged someone?

yup! a girl. =)

2.) Slept in someone elses bed?

yup.. my cousin's bed.

3.) Drank any?

??

4.) Loaned out money?

yup..small amount.

5.) Gotten in a car accident?

bicycle accident.. yesh..lolx.=x

6.) Gone over your cell phone bill?

Yup..

7.) Been called a whale?

i prefer CAT.. lols

8.) Done something you regret?

Nope.. and never will i ..

Last Person you hugged?

my pooh bear.

Last Person to call you?

Francis

Last time you took a shower?

Morning

When was the last time you felt stupid?

i never feel stupid before. and i hate that word "stupid"

Who was the last person you dancedwith?

i cant dance.

Who did you last yell at?

someone who is an idiot.=x

What did you do today?

do POP for Xmas Bazzaar,slack, smoke, shopping.=)

TEN FACTS

01. Hometown?

Tamen Jurong.

02. Natural hair color?

Black

03. Initials?

D..lols

04. Hair style?

short and abit kuku-ish..lols=x

05. Eye color:

Brownish-black

06. Height:

standing tall at 1.67m

07. Pets:

all the cats under my blk! =)

08. Mood:

*high haha..

09. Where would you rather be?

beach!!

10. Last thing you drank?

my fav.. vanilla coke.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

01. Have you ever been in love:

i think so..

02. Do you believe in love?

maybe not now..

03. Did your LAST relationship fail?

of course! fail terribly.

04. Have you ever been heartbroken:

cut myself, almost commit suicide,start smoking.. wat do ya think?

05. Have you ever broken someone'sheart:

i try my best nt to break anyone's heart..

06. Have you ever fallen for your bestfriend?

haha.. GTH??!! impossible!

07. Have you ever loved someone butnever told them:

Yup.

08. Are you afraid of commitment?:

for now yesh.. coz i dun wanna be a playground again.

09. Would you ever date one of your sexes?

i am straight.

10. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships?

i am serious when the bastards are not.. how? lols..

EMOTIONS

01.Are you missing someone right now:

i miss my kittyss...

02. Are you happy?

yup..

04. Are you eating anything?

nope..

05. Do you like someone right now?

i like my kittysss

sick

2006-12-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

i'm dwn with flu..

after my trip to source for suppliers..

sian lor..

i'm like half-dead..

kuku sia..

hope my flu can go away by sunday,

coz i wanna go suntanning with XY,fifi and shima!!

dun care.. i flu also will go one! lols

sick

2006-12-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

<3 ?

2006-12-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

"Anyone who had a heart

Would take me in his arms and love me too

you couldn't really have a heart

and hurt me like you hurt me

and be so untrue

wat am i to do?"

Heart, we will forget him, You and I, Tonight!
You must forget the warmth he gave
u will forget the light.
When you have done pray tell me, Then I,
my thoughts, will dim.
Haste!' lest while you're lagging
i may remember him!

this not drawn by me.. lols

but has the same standard as me.=x

okay, sorry for the ugly "drawn-by-fs" picture.lols

make me believe in guys again..
=) Fighters! which one of u can do that?
none of them..=x

but i believe there is a guy out there
willing to make me fall and catch my fall. =)
anyway, why do i need a bf, when i am
double as strong as GTH.. lols.. nvm
=x

okay..below are the picture of the mini RS by EMRS! =)
our very first roadshow!

see! our EMRS team member even got his shoe torn..
haha. and he got to use tape to stick his shoe back! lols.. the smiley face is my act!=x

say we are loose sand watever..
as long as we have lots of fun can le!
how organised do u want a "one-week-bond" team to be like?
watever.. =p

hmm.. look like a class is nt a class anymore.

Sinful! Sinful!
Yet i am loving it!
*heart heart chocolate banana!*

*the heart wants what it wants*

damn random

2006-11-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Random. damn Random.

cause today is a lousy day. damn lousy one.

and i have totally no idea wat to blog.
today is obviously nt my day.

the world can be that bright...

at the same time, it can be that dull..

new kitty in the block! =)

Mao Mao* (hairy)

buy all these for me! and u will make me a happy girl! =x

let's do the old sch style!
see that.. FS!! =)

Rich tai-tai bring nu er for old sch coke @bugis icon.lols

Now then i realised i dun realli fancy this silly toy.

i love my angels.

i have kiss-able lips. but i wont kiss u! lols

big fake eyes + hotdog lips..

want some? lols

my smile is wat's keep me going. does it make ur day =D too? =)

my fringe is covering my big fake eyes! sadded! lols

when? when? when?

when have we been so alike? =x

someone is seriously deprived from childhood!

shss. i shall nt say who. =x

Can anyone be kind enough to teach me

who is devil and who is angel?

*do u have a beautiful face or a beautiful soul? *

i gonna miss them! =(

2006-11-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

all the medicines.. i am sure i gonna miss them all

boxes and boxes of medicines.

my favorite!! suspension!!

step 1: shake the amoxi bottle well

step 2: pour in constitution water

step3: shake well

step 4: paste the label

make sure u write 5 on the label and the water level is at 100ml.

u see.. fifi is so hardworking!
lols.. because it's almost our knock off time! =x

she insisted that she must pose before i take a photo. lols

those bottles of tablets,pills, capsules..
that everyone hate to count! especially when the quantity is like 120.lolsthe most important thing behind the pharmacy!
the "label-printing" machines!

end of pharmacy life till next yr..
ms lim said she will call me back next yr!
ah!! can't wait la!
even though i cant watch my favorite doreamon on sat! lols

XY, u at counter 1 leh.. no chance to take photo with u!sadded

nvm.. sentosa trip yea! we take tonnes and tonnes of pic..=x

- nobody can replace all my angels =)-

lookin for experienced tutor? =D

2006-11-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

finally our TEP classical is over after 4 weeks of slacking and 2 weeks of real work.

Posted to EMRS team 2 for the next stopover. yawns.

school sucks la.. lols

one more goody ~~test~~ News!

my student got a D for her PSLE maths!

woohoo~!

she usually get U-grade for her math..

ahaha.. need a tutor? guarantee improvement! =)

tag me! lols..

and she did better than most of her classmate!

wah! she realli make me damn proud!

well done, sya! =)

waiting for the clock to strike 1p.m

so that i can go and collect my muffin~

yawns... then gotta meet Ken to pass him his cookies..

and i did him a good deed, he dun realli have to chew some of them..

lols.. coz i "helped" him to "breakdown" into smaller pieces.. lols

never mind he is nice angel of mine, he wont scold me.. =p

going over to collect my muffin! maybe will update again tonite!

Hokkien

2006-11-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

this damn funny.. but abit hmm... hmm... watch to find out.. lols

haha.. my cute di show me de.. not i go and find one.. lols..

anyway, it's entertaining yea? lols

wooohoo~!

2006-11-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

Let's first start off with the damn nice song, one by my sec sch fren..
the other one is his fren.. enjoy! =)

I nearly screwed today's roleplay
despite the help of my cousin and GTH!
ahh.. luckily is nearly only..
lols..
after that went shooppin with graciex! lols
yup, that dum dum graciex.
Orchard is so "christmas" now..
woohoo~! lovin it.. =)

when two cuties meet.. =x

dun we just love Porsche?
so classical and beautiful...

okay, one day i will think of a new pose..

dun get sick of my never-changing pose!=)

tat nonsensical angel. =D

my qi guai got green eyes!

lazing on an unwanted sofa set..

shiok rite, qi guai! =p

Qi guai can sense that Christmas is coming..

and he is making sure that his belly make him look like santa claus!
hmm.. but i think snowman suit him more..=x

look at my eyes bag! omfg!
it's that bad.. =(

-i want more grace!-
*waiting for u to hum more toopid songs.=x*

Merry go around is MINE! =)

2006-11-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

I bought it! Finally!

this is the merry go around i have been talkin about!

doesnt it look damn classical?

ah.. love it to bitsssssss...

And the black and white version.

Xiao wei and Me..

at vivo's rooftop...

our chillin session again~! =)

yup.. we are still hungry after our coffee..=x

hmm.. Xiao wei please explain to my angels wat is this!

lols..

hint: tilt ur head 90 degree.

-girls just wanna have fun.-

choose to be happy

2006-11-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

some ppl are fighting for even the last microsecond to live.
while some think that even a microsecond on this world is such a torture.

Yesterday went over to my fren's dad funeral.
i never like funeral.
The atmosphere is so dull and sorrowful.
last month i went to visit him,
he was still talkin.
but now his eyes shut, with no movementat all.
=(
life is always a journey not a destination.
i guess he had already made his best out of his life.
and every policemen who had work with him before,
will salute him.

And i went down for a puff and saw this uncle lying at the middle of the road
screaming at the top of his voice..
he was scolding some vulgarities, along with grumbling abt his life.
hmm.. well, if only his family members or friends are with him,
this kind of thing wont have to happen at the wee hour.

life is a combination of storm and sunshine.
but we can choose to believe life is filled with sunshine.
rather than the other way round.. right?
i really think that everyone should have angels beside them..
angels really help you and guide u thru.=)

Stop waiting for school to end, for a return to school, to lose ten pounds, to gain ten pounds, for work to begin, to get married, for Friday evening, for Sunday morning, waiting for a new car, for your mortgage to be paid off, for spring, for summer, for fall, for winter, for the first or the fifteenth of the month, for your song to be played on the radio, to die, to be reborn…

before deciding to be happy.

-love make the world goes round-

one more!

2006-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

i found another job!
salesgirl at some pinky store in JP!
haiz. pinky~ lols..
nvm.. as long as i can earn some $..
i will be more than happy...
got to go second interview tml..
and i am highly confident that i can get the job..
anyway, wish me all the best yea! lols

Gonna submit the P.S form tml..
haha.. i got cheesecake, praline cookies, chocolate Oatmeal cookies to eat!
and the most goody part is.... they are all bought by other ppl for me to eat..
=p
no no.. i never force them..lols.. they love me too much..=x
coz i have alway been a nice angel..ahahax.

hmm.. it seems like alot of ppl around me are having a hard time with life..
so.. the next part is delicate to them! tommy, zhong ming, TJY....and the list goes on..
the rest of my angels do continue readin.. coz it;s suppose to teach u how to be happy..=)

the most basic first step is to PUT A SMILE ON UR GRUMPY FACE!

Draw Mr. Smiley on watever u have at home..

Ur pcu, monitor, speaker, blah blah blah

Prepare urself a "Happy Meal"

Give urself a bloody good treat!

Desserts! =)

pleasure with ur eyes with some cute stuff!

Recommended: Cute Overload!

Thirteen things u shouldnt do!

1. Wait for others to make you happy.

2. Blame everyone else for your unhappiness.

3. Use "if only" whenever you can regarding time, money or friends.

4. Compare what you have with what others have.

5. Take responsibility for everything all the time.

6. Try to please everybody all the time (never say "no").

7. Help others, but don't let anyone help you.

8. Consider your own wants unimportant.

9. If anyone compliments you, discount it.

10. If anyone says anything, exaggerate it.

11. Resist change to the death.

12. Strive for absolute perfection.

13. Always live in the past or in the future.

Look around for kids when u r out!

they do make u smile!

Go youtube and search for some funny video!

Here's one...

Happiness is contagious...

when you reflect happiness, then all others around

you catch the happy bug and are happy, too.

Keep smiling angels! i'm with u! =)

ways to turn dwn unwanted men!

2006-11-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN !!!!

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE: Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

**i like this**lols

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

HE:Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

ah.. this is so funny..

maybe i shall try out some of these next time..lols..

ah!! i saw this merry-go-around! i am lookin for! for a year le!

i finally found it!

but it cost $39.90! arghh!

just i get it?

angels can give me some suggestion?

anyway, that thing is mainly use as a display thingie..lols!

but it's sweet! and i love it to bitss...

-i want u. dun let ppl buy u off first. okay?-

are u the one?

2006-11-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

took this personality test from Xy's blog! kinda true!
lols.. i am in search for this kinda men! =x

Mr. Right - His Personality

What are you really looking for?

Your ideal match is charming, good with people and handles stressful situations with grace. He's filled with a friendly, positive energy and secretly might wonder why he's not famous yet. Chances are he doesn't get annoyed with people very easily, and he can handle stressful situations with grace.

Is he a rare breed?

Approximately 6% of men have that exact personality type. Another 17% are similar to the type you're looking for.

What makes him different from other men?

It's that your ideal man prefers to be dependable and is unusually confident.

Who's your competition?

About 14% of women your age are after the exact type of man you are. And 6% of men have that personality type.As you can see, your ideal man is in high demand.

How do you and your ideal match compare?

Overall, you prefer men who are very similar to you. Here's how you and your ideal partner compare on 4 important dimensions of personality. *To save ur eyes from gettin blind: first one is Adventurous, Confident, Easy going, Materialistic. Left is least and Right is the most. the red dot is me, and blue line is my ideal man.

Do men like your type?

15% of men are looking for your exact type. Another 61% are looking for someone highly similar to your type.

What do men like about your type?

Men like the extent to which you're easygoing. The research indicates that men are most drawn to your ability to draw a lot from your environment and take it as it comes

How do you compare to others?

You're highly unique, as only 4% of women your age have the same personality type. Another 14% have personality types similar to yours.

Now you see, i need a highly confident man in my life.. haha..

wanna check out wat take to be ur perfect man? Lovehappens! click the link! =)

-In search for this kinda man!-

Random

2006-11-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

hmm.. sometimes life get so unpredictable..
ppl once dear to u.. no longer there..
or u realise that they are just not wat u need.
if we have gt a chance to change again,
will u wanna change?
maybe for me, i dun wish too..
because of those who hurt me, i become who i am today..
*still standing strong*
or even stronger..
i just wanna be like a guardian angel..
guidin my angels thru everything in life..
=) my phone is 24-7 de! i'll be there when any of my angels need me!

Went to cut my hair! woohoo~!
New hairstyle!
lols.. dun realli love it..
but dun realli hate it..
anyway, that hairdresser got killed by my eyes too!
lols..
he wanted my no.
and i gave him 7 numbers
the last one he got to guess himself..
Congrat! U got my no.
lols..
but that doesn't mean i will go out wit ya! =x
unless u cut away ur bloody long nails..

pictures

weddin dinner dress

the groommen singin!

forever love! <3>

he came over our table.. and requested a photo..

so #deng deng#

HE IS NT MY BF yet!!

so please dun think too much..lols

taken when the rest of the ppl are happily eatin their sharkfins

i dun eat sharkfins!

we MUST save SHARKS!

-i knw i can-

wedding [part2]

2006-10-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

the nite before weddin!=)

we went PURE BAR!

kinda cool.. and the guys there are like

*puke*

expect a few.. lols

6 a.m

the bridemaid and the bride! =)

i look so disgustin wit my hair pined up!=(

the "cuter than FS" car!

the preetttyy bride and the funny groom..

the groom slackin in their room.

my cute little cousin..

he dun wanna let me carry him.. sobx.

my two sons.. hee..

one is sunshine boi, the other is boi next door..

which one do u like? =x

weddin.=) [part 1]

2006-10-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'm back!! =) with lots of pictures!

on the coach.. lols

on the arrival of melaka..

the local gov place.

AHhhh.. bu yao xiang bu kai ar!!

the cutie under the table at hawker! =)

woohoo~! Salem small pkt costs only RM$5

woohoo~! u can refill ur water bottle.. anytime anywhere..

Selamat deepavali and hari raya!! =)

-.-"

2006-10-26T15:51:00.000+08:00

woohoo~! updated! =x

will be away till sunday..

if sunday, i am nt tired after my trip

i will blog!

no promise! =x

zOOo

2006-10-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

ZooO Trip.

i'm nt in the mood to add caption.lols

100th entry

2006-10-21T03:21:00.000+08:00

wahha.. okay. here come the update! =)
i aint realli busy wit anything.
but i am just plain lazy to update.lols
anyway, changed my blogskin.
SHOOT ME OR NEVER! =)

for the start i shall start wit my accident..
a dumb one of course..
one day, jelly go up a hill
jelly had a great fall! lols
from her bicycle!
okay angels! stop laughing!
angels dun laugh at other mishap.
although i also bth.. to laugh at my own stupidity.=x

the unzoom version of how bad the wound was.

and -deng deng- this is the zoom-ed version. lols

it looked really bad.. but actually it's not la..
just nice for a lady like me.=x

Next, i had hopefully finally given up on him..
i struggle for awhile before i decided to end this thingie.
since he doesnt realli care abt wat i said, and cant even remember..
okay, watever.. i am a loser when it comes to love..
hopefully, my good-bye din scare u..
and tat u can realli can find someone whom u wanna spend ur life wit..
even though it's nt me..
just remember me as that girl who had once smile for u..
clingin to u.. the cheesecake i made for u.. and our photo..
i'll be more than contented.. =)
dun contact for the time being, till i clear my tot..
nt forever!
but if u need me oneday, just call me or sms me..
i'll be there for u.
promise!

okay.. i am dumb.. he wont be readin my blog anyway..
lols.. like he cares. =x
angels, pls continue readin my blog..lols

haha.. okay la.. i am startin to get emo!
no no!! dun stop reeadin.. pls.. =x

next up, hmm.. yea!
Zoo trip!!!
although it's like the 5 of us..
but i guess wat realli gt a fun time dwn there.
and i think i shall only visit the zoo once in a yr..
coz it's like i knw all the new attraction, wat's the animal show abt..
NO FUN LEH!
management of zoo pls come out wit more attraction!<3 HELl! blogger kee siao! dun let me upload zoo pictures! lols okay, i'll update it the next time.

anyway, this is my 100th entry! =)

*every ending is a new beginning*

thirteen

2006-10-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

Can you name 13 people you can thinkof right off the top of your head?

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names ofall 13 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

1. Sugar daddy

2. teck hui

3. Shiting

4. hui min

5. grace

6. hafiz

7. devil

8. michelle

9. xiao wei

10. bee bee

11. xue yin

12. roger

13. Simon

QUESTIONS:

How did you meet 10?
NYP!! my close buddy in yr 1 till now!

What would you do if you had never met 1?
i'll still be tryin to forget that bastard.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
haha.. nice combination! but too bad.. 6 gonna get engaged.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
nope.. girls dun cry!! =)

Do you think 1 is cute?
sometimes.. when he had got enough slp.. lols =x

Tell me something about number 11
she is a weirdo!! like to eat banana dun eat banana cake!! lols..

How do you know 8?
NYP's smokin alley+ class.. lols

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
haha.. he is married!!

What's 7's favorite color?
i dunno..lols

What would you do if 6 confessed they liked you?
woohoo~!i'm waiting for that moment! =x lols.. he is gonna be engaged!

Fact about 9:
both of us are on the same boat!! *wu jian dao*! =x

Who is 4 going out with?
her lovely sweet qiang.

Who is number 5 to you?
someone close to my heart.=)

Would you ever live with 13?
no way!! he want me to be his maid!! lols.

Is 2 single?
yup.. but he has lots of rumours. lols

Where does 7 live?
hell. lols..

What do you think about 3?
she is getting lamer and lamer each day. someone who dun like "bad reality". someone who treats frenz dearly.

What's the best thing about number 8?
she is sexy and she is not even tryin to.. lols

What do you like about number 10?
her dumb-nesS! lols.. her never-endin qns..

Favorite Memory with 2?
hmm.. alot!! lols.. that time when we go watch fireworks! and he commented my face is smooth like LUCKY's butt!! and LUCKY is a doggy!!

you le?! lols

2006-10-12T00:27:00.001+08:00

Finally i got my promoter's pay..
it's like a month and a half ago? lols
today's meal is so little.. as usual..
and i feel like vomittin! argghh..
jia lat.. wo you le? lols..

this is how much food was left in the noon..

and nt wasting it..

i kept it for dinner..

so my lunch and dinner is a pkt of hokkien mee..

lols.. even eatin this i almost puke!

and i saw something real cute today!!

Pooh car!! omg!!

the car is occupy with pooh stuff!

i want a blue car with doreamon! lols

Piglet joins in the fun! =x

but first, i want a bike licence..

why can't girls drive bike?

i dun understand..

wat generation le..

any girls interested?

i want a blue scooter with doreamon sticker! lols

and yeah.. the seller finnally drew out the draft for my maryjane!

hee.. the theme is amusement park..

coz u guys shld knw, i am fascinated by merry go around.. lols

Hi Jelly

As you can see, i remain the roller coaster.
Sorry the pic were not very well drawn, i merely come up with a rough sketch of how i intend to let the shoe appear, there will be a ferris wheel on the left, a carousol in the middle and a roller coaster (OR a merry go around, which will appear just like the ferris wheel) on the right.
The shoe will have silver glitter slight splash all over it, and white pearl colour lining on the outline of the 3 animation(namely ferris wheel, carousol and roller coaster)

the top of the shoe i will draw the castle in black, then sew white crystallise beads on top....

there will also be a black lining on the rims of the shoe.

Hope u get the picture.. hehe
-DkrisS-

wat do u guys think? and it's like kinda cheap lor..

$20 only.. hmm..

annyway, she is a nice seller! u guys should go visit her blog! =)

http://dkriss.blogspot.com/

no no! she never give me a cheaper price becox i advertise for her! lols

my soccer match gonna start soon! England Vs Croatia!

wahha..ROONEY!! i support u!! lols..

-i wanna work!-

yawns

2006-10-10T01:51:00.000+08:00

i din knw that rotting can also help to cut dwn weight!
haha.. result of my one week rotting: is = to losin 1kg!!
whaha.. but i think i gt some thing wrong nah..
i cant even finish a pkt of rice nowaday...
sure will left 1/4 of it.. haiz..
wat happened?
and suddenly there will be grastic outbreak..
shiok!!

haiz.. how ?? how?
my body system gonna rot soon.. =(
yawns.. i dun like to rot and i dun wanna rot..
i wanna work.. earn money..
arghhh... and i need to smoke..
lols..

too cute to smoke? haax..
i dun wanna smoke either..
but i cant stop! tat;s the pro..
but for ur sake, i will try..
like i said try..

to the retard(S),
if u fuckin dislike me,
then why bother see my blog?
duhx.. or u havin tep too free??
or u are having holiday and gt nothing better to do?

yawns.. life is makin me so tired..
i think i shall stop awhile before i move on again..
think abt life, think abt fren, think abt hmm... dunno la..

it's scary when things turned out to be so bloody unpredictable,
u tot u knw that person but actually u dun,
u tot u would hate that person and wanted to kill her so much,
but in fact u pity her..
u tot that guy would love u like how u love him, but hmm.. i dun think so..

too stubborn aint bringin me far,
why do i always have so many qns?
and i want the ans for all the qns ..
and i only accept those i wanna hear..
hmm... that;s human?

okay, i dun wanna be angel-ish anymore..
god give me some devil-ish pls!! =D

- knock knock! GOD guide me thru!-

retard

2006-10-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

IP ADdRESS: 202.42.87.250

who ever the fuck this fuckin person is..

for ur bloody information u have been banned!

btw, thanks for ur compliment..

hmm.. next time must speell the word with a spacin

in between.. so can let every one see how u praise me ma..

and we can see how toopid u are..

we knw u are retard la.. dun need to show off in my blog..

so since i am so kind, i shall ban u.. and reduce all the shame

u have made for urself..

take care,u retard..

i'll never be the same again!

2006-10-07T01:35:00.000+08:00

why make one big round to tell me that u're nothin
but a LIAR..
omg!! fuckin angry and disappointed!
how i wish i never knw u..
hmm.. is it so hard to tell the truth..
remorseful? or just tryin to act pity!
okay, u got me in the first place..
but when i realised i am a fool again..
that's it..
dun need to explain..
and good luck to u..
i wont bother u ANYMORE!!
and i mean it..

u knw who u must thank?
u shld thanks "him"
if that day i wasnt so crazy over findin his frenster
i dun think i will even talk to u..
and give u a chance..
but now the truth is out..
thanks for showing me that best fren cannot be trusted!

once bitten, twice shy..
i wont, never fall into ur trap again!
hmm.. u shld have consider joinin ELDDS..
real talent nah!

wat best fren... haha.. we all knw it's crap!
fuck off of my sight!

i'm workin tml!! wahha.. i miss my darlings!!
all of them!! and i miss my susp...
tml must let me do all the susp yea? =D

*i wont forget wat u said to me,
and how u show me things i wish i'll never see*

the final and the last

2006-10-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

hady!! =D

2006-10-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

lyrics:
Sometimes its hard just to be yoursleves i know u know
so close to tears wanting to give up i'm here all alone
now u're here by my side i just want you to know
you give me wings when i'm falling
you lift me up when i'm down
taking me high touching the sky
yeah you make me fly
now i am stronger than i was before because of you
i feel so alive and i'm wanting more i can't believe it's true
but now u're here by my side don't ever let me go

Hady!! addicted to him!! =)

HELl

2006-10-04T01:59:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck!!

at this wee hour in the nite..

i am having gastric pain..

HEELL!!

and the thing is i ate my dinner!

KNS!! i think my gastric gonna rot one day..

fuck la..

argghh...

btw, i found a guitar teacher!! GTH!!

lols.. $50 per month.. woohoo~!

cheap cheap cheap!!

please remind to cut my finger nails before all lesson!!

thanks!! lols =)

girls are simply so much better

2006-10-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

agree.. girls are evil..

But....

MEN ARE WORSE THAN GIRLS!!!

Rocks on girls... let the men rot!! =)

clever fs!!

2006-10-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

clever clever FS!!
*clapped clapped*
i was on frenster last nite..
and i gt nothing better to do
and i started to search for my long lost fren and some "interesting ppl"
wahha..
and u knw who i found??

i found my MATA's frenster!!
omg!! how old le?still play frenster lols..
but nvm i like can le.. wahaha..

and now i am almost grabbin all his photo!!
lols.. omg.. i can't imagine if he find out..

finnally meetups!!

2006-10-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

woohoo~! we finnally meetup!! 4 ppl in a row!!

meetup with my pri sch fren.. it's like four yrs back..
wahha.. so happy that we are still so close..
close until we go into the same changing room to try clothes..
wahha.. it's amazing although it's like we seldom contact or update each other
our bond is still there.. and i knw it will never ever break..
unless there is combustion.. =x *opps*

after meeting her.. i went to find my dear fren.. shuting! =)
it's like month we never meetup for "our activity" lols
and we gt so much to chat abt.. i like the feelin of being
surrounded by ppl u care and whom in return care for u too...
*hugs* =)

next, is my MATA.. Ahh!! i went to feed my dar kitty(qi guai)
and i saw this police car driving so slow.. i think i walk also faster than his car..lols
i wasnt sure it was him or nt.. but when he reverse and stop there for like 1min..
i knew it was him.. lols..
which mata will be so free like him.. *opps*
i mean so kind.. lols..
chatted for awhile.. and he has to leave..
he had slimed dwn!! and i dun like it!!
he llook so "barney" to me now..
but nvm i hug my barney and pooh to slp every nite..
wahha.. <3

dun ask me wat's my relationship wit him now..
i dun even knw myself.. lols..

guess who's up next?? i met chong lean!! wahah.. my ex-youth-grp chairperson who is also my ex.. lol i was like stunned for awhile before i recognise it was him! lols.. and he said i look prettier!! *wahaha* lols.. but of course is i asked him de.. but he said it willingly!=p

next week might be meetin FC to catch some movie! =) wee and bee, when we wanna go jalan-jalan?? and Hari RAya faster come.. i can't wait for lulu's yummy-licious foods!! lols xue yin!! our sentosa!!

i just wanna meetup wit ppl or rarely see.. and to knw that they are doing fine..
hmm.. nw then i realised i have gt so many fren beside me.. =)
i cherish everyone of my frens.. love them so so so much!!
ppl whom i seldom msg/meetup/contact.. please do take care of urself..
=D

A kiss to all those who care and love me.. =)

-Love.Dream.Believe-

my hands are itchy!

2006-09-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo~! it's been a bloody long time that i stepped into orchard or bugis..
argghh.. i gt the urge to buy shoes!! tonnes of them!! lols..
and clothes!! the more the merrier!
but i havent gt my pay.. "sad-ed"

haha.. but i bought something damn cute recently..

how candy-licious.. can this be!! omg!!

but the sad part is my clothes doesnt realli match wit this necklace!

that's mean i must get more clothes!=x

lols..

okay.. next up.. i took this quiz from gth's blog..

hmm.. i think it quite true.. =)

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

What's Your Personality Type?

entrepreneur! wahha.. my donuties!! =)

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic
While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good
Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

You Are a Sprinkled Donut

Flamboyant and flashy, you're easily distracted by shiny things.

You're definitely a snazzy number, and you usually catch everyone's eye in the room.

And you've got the goods to back it up your colorful image.

(Though too much of you gives people a stomach ache!)

What Donut Are You?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

i'm not scary!! get it!!! lols

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing

And you've always got an idea for something fun to do

The party's not complete without you

And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are 40% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.

In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

-give me hope and make me fall.. that's u-

the mata

2006-09-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

i gt the urge to see u tonite..

i miss the spinnin trip we had..

when can we go spinning again?

as like wat i alway asked this old man when he sent me home..

lols.. i am so kiddy.. i knw..

nvm, in front of him i dun need to hide my true self.

he said i am a special person in his life.. wahha..

special? is that they way he treat a special person?

hmmm...

my tooth hurt.. fuck!

that's mean i have to go to the dentist!

i dread the thought abt it..

i am scare of dentist! since young..

arghh.. any other way out?

help me think ppl!!! lols

too busy wit my life..

that i forget to feed my dar dar kittens

every sat! arghh..

i think they have been waitin for me at the playground

for dunno how long.. lols..

sorri qi guai and shou shou!!

this week!! i promise!! seafood platter for u guys again!

-i miss my kittens-

i <3 NHG!!!

2006-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

1 more week + at NHG pharmacy!
i'm sure gonna miss all those cutie pies there..
esp nurul and xy!!
love them to bitssss... and i mean it!! =D
nvm, when sch reopen i'll be back on sat!
and pack my medi again..
i think i have fallen in <3>

esp amoxicilin supp (is that how we spell? lols) and the bubble-gum smell supp.. ahh...

my life is so fruitful! and i am lovin my life so much..

work in the morning, tutorin at nite.. =)
and i love mine lovely students .. althought they can be naughty at times..

and the old man called me the other day..

i knew he miss-ed me like hell..=x

lols..

he got such a sexy voice!

omg!

coz he is damn tired after the IMF thingie..

malt candy.. fs's lovin it! wahha.. i can eat 2 at one go!

but i think i'm old already, my teeth couldn't take the sweetness.." sad-ed"

every cute girl has a ugly side..

lols..

wat abt some bloody big spec..

and eye-less creature..

-i hope and i want u to be there for me.. but i knw it's impossible.-

one more person! =)

2006-09-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

one more person interested in my donuties!
wahha! i'm sure i gonna make it big!
and i am damn sure that my dream is gonna come true!
-muackies- love myself to bits..
wahhaa.

Do you envy somebody this very moment?
- maybe yes. maybe no.

Can you tell whether a person is lying or not?
- depends who's that person is.

What is bothering you rite now ?
- money issue.

Ever had chicken pox?
- yup. K2.. that's was long time back.

What was the last movie you watched that madeyou cry?
- hmm.. cryin? nnot FS.

Do you have a friend who's pretty?
- yup..

Do you have a lot of bestfriends?
- nope.

Do you cry when you get low grades?
- cryin will make ur grade higher? lols.. then i would.

Are you going out later?
- nope..

Who's at home?
- i dun give a damn

Have you experienced having a fight with theperson you have feelings for?
- fight? verbally yesh..

Are you in favor of Romeo and Juliet's relationship?
- nope.. tat's crap.. =x

What is the best love story you've ever known?
- i am nt into love story .

What are you looking forward to?
- WEEKENDs!

Who is in the room with you?
- i dun give a damn.

Who was the last person to text you?
- yvonne.

Who are you thinking about now?
- u knw i knw we knw.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- yvonne

Whose house did you last go to?
- a... hmm...

Who was the last person you told you love them?
- u knw i knw we knw

What was the last thing you drank?
- vanilla coke.

- i am god-

i rock.u sucks.

2006-09-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

since i am damn bloody free
dun need to go tuition for these two days,
i started my donuties ppt! =)
give me a few more weeks.. it will be done up..
=)

kaoz.. today the clinic was damn bloody packed!
it's rainin heavily somemore..
it's like.. consulting the doc
and gettin the medi have become part of the citizens life there..

and the fuck fuck fuck thing
is i keep takin the wrong medi!
arghh..
pissedd..
some patients are like hell!
packed 3mnth's medi for them,
then end up they only want a mnth..
fuck lo! 3 mnth leh.. i take 15min to pack u knw or nt!
sucker! *hmph*

my face was like so black..

so black..lols

the most fuckin pro is..

i cannot wear hairband to work!

that mean 5.5 days i cannot wear my cute cute hairband!
sian..

3.5 days more.. to wearin my hairband..=x

if i am a cat.. i will bite off ur toe nails..

-sorry doesnt mean a fuckin thing to me. u sux-

donuties-- plannin in process

2006-09-03T03:06:00.000+08:00

"okay. it's alright. i'll forgive u"
haha.. of course i am nt this kinda of ppl.
i remember CLEARLY who are those who did me wrong
or just disappoint me.. haax..
u ppl sux!

it's realli nt too late..
to realise that i am this kinda of ppl..
coz u make me realised that u are nt tat person i knew
long ago too..
give in.. or just fuck off..
i dun realli give a damn now.. u see..

i am hot-tempered.. no deny..
so wat.. i love the way i am..
u can curse me, poke my voodoo doll..
haha.. come on la.. u think like tat i will change ar?
so fuuny lo..
u can said i put blames on other.. when i just a coward..
ya lo.. i like to put blame on u.. who will blame himself or herself..
i knw when i have done wrong and when is those fuckin fuckin ppl
did me real wrong..

i am not blind or watever..
i knw who treat me good and who dun
i knw who i can turn to when i am troubled..
so every little thing u have done will be recorded in my brain..
good or bad..

like i alway alway said, " u happy then so be it"
dun change to suit our needs.. or solely mine needs..
tat isn't wat i want..

i am nt those forgive and forget person!!
if u are in my little black book..
then sorry..
maybe one day when i end my anger..

i might forgive u.. haha..

maybe..i am soft-hearted.. that my weakness
but pls do nt cry infront of me..

that does nt work.. haha..

cryin to me is weak..

yucks.. i hate girls who just can't

stop crying..

cry cry cry.. can solve any fuckin pro?

i despise this kinda girls..

hey common' cut dwn those shame will yea?

starting on my research of my donuties..
wahaha..
got to tell my "big boss" who wanna chip in money
abt my plans.. and those shit..
since someone out there is willin to support my dream
i shall not let him dwn..
i will prove to him..=)

my donuties will first start of
like a "buy and go" store..
coz we need to cut dwn our expenditure..
opening up a "cafe" style donuties
will need lots of funds..i.e more space, furnitures, beverages...

see.. i gt plan de hor..
stop me from going shoppin!
i need to save money!!
no no! i must save money!

-everything has a limit-

piccsss

2006-08-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

picturesss time! =D

okay.. let's welcome my newly adopted kitty..

by the name of "QI GUAI "

*means strange

oh my fuckin god.. wat a big ass..=x

okay.. up next.. is my job!

i start to like my job! =)

*training in process*

*grin*

slackin in the toilet..=x

lol..

my NEW HAIRSTYLE!

cool leh..

i love this.. woohoo~!

so many heads! wahaha

i will choose to be evil-ish!

AND.. kill those fuckin angels! wwahha..

no point holdin on those rare angel...

might as well kill them! =x

- i hate ur guts. and i never wanna be like u-

medicines..

2006-08-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Metoformin..lactose syrup..blah blah..
omg.. my head is burstin
i need to remember where all those fuckin medi are placed!
imagine 100+ medi...
how to remember?
i cant even remeber the door lock no.
lols..

i wanna watch GHOST GAME!!
arghh.. no time!
sat de movie tix are damn ex..
sun dunno need to say..
arghh!!!

draggin myself to work everyday..
i dun like workin there..frankly saying..
i prefer my promoter job scope..
it's like u gt to interact wit different customers..

and the most happy thing is..
i CUT DOWN ON MY CIGGIES!!
woohoo~!
one day at most 5...
one pkt lasted me for 4days..
nt bad ar..

BIG thanks.. to gth..
thanks for designing my "donuties" logo!
muackies~!

first day

2006-08-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!
first day at work..
i met no devils..
haha... HENG!
angels.. hmm...
nt realli..
they are just normal folks..

hey, tell u guys a toopid thing..
i waited for him till 5am that day..
haha.. but to me i think he's worth it..
that big ass realli KO that nite..
after work..
*hmph*
my patience is damn limited..
but for him..
the limitation is gone..

i dunno why i am so so so so into him
even though he treated me like nobody..
like shaun said,"wah.. u and him so fairy tales one"
wahha..
fairy tales alway has a happy ending..
but we dun..

thinking thinkin of making smthing for him
on his 29th birthday..
although he only gave me a "muacks" on my birthday
and he never attend my BBQ..
nvm.. for him.. i can forgive everything..

-miss ur sexy mao-ry legs =x-

in this black black world, i am a small small girl

2006-08-25T02:02:00.000+08:00

u said no.. and i will say no..

u said yes.. and i will say yes..

everything i turn to u..

u said u will support my dream..

venture wit me..

give me the money to start my dream..

but the world is so black..

i dun even knw where my used-to-be dream is?

it has gotten lost on the way..

for now, i dun care if u treat me like ur hobby..

i just need someone to assure my dream to me

but wat if u are gone one day, who the hell can i turn to?

i realli din knw ur words were so powerful..

more powerful than his..

they said i am not alone,

there is always angels out there waiting for me..

but my life, stories i heard.. they ain't telling me how

beautiful this world is..

but the otherwise.

Faith whispered to me that i shall remain strong..

heart told me to give up on this world..

wat shall i do?

too many uncertainties, too many wat if, too many doubts

too many unhappy things happening..

can i still be the old happy FS u ever knw?

Morning i am doing fine..till afternoon

but during the nite..

it's the hardest period of the day..

i dunno how to get thru..

when the world is so quiet..

just me and my shadow

right track. wrong train?

or is it wrong track wrong train?

i dunno..

i realli dunnoo..

i just wanna run away like a coward..

buryin everything.. and leave this bloody world..

i want those who did me wrong feel guilty..

and i am sure even if i die.. i wont let them have a gd life..

esp lawrence zhong lian wei!

he shld knw wat he had done to me..

*scary* even when i just think abt it..

i have become so so so dependent on the other..

i lose the power to stand on my own..

making decision is so tough for me..

i need assurance from everyone..

maybe it's due to the phobia i have got.

phobia of this world, phobia of being reject..

too many back stabbed stories..

realli frightened me..

then we shall wear a mask whereever we go..

and stop being who we are..

trust no one.

i wanna trust no one..

but i cant.

just act pitiful infront of FS,

she will start to show u her kindness.

ask my pals..

they knw.. haha..

tissues, pens watever.. that's all the things i bought from

those "pity" ppl..

everyday is the same to me..

wat tml is a brand new day, that's crap to me..

if tml is a brand new day, then i wont be here typing crap.

*你活着像吃屎

你的生活是狗屎

如果你有枪你会把自己给毙了干脆去死*

grant my wish. thank u.

2006-08-22T02:34:00.000+08:00

1.Where have you been an hour ago?
[downstair smoke]

2.State your name?
[jelly]

3.Do you like your name?
[no comment]

4.Can you remember what you did on the first dayof school?
[playin some fuckin bo liao games]

5. What do you want to be ten years from now?
[I wanna commit suicide]

6. What do u feel upon receiving emails?
[no comment]

7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?
[ten]

8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?
[Hamster's food]

9. What was the last illness that you had?
[Suspect of having dengue]

10. Do you like listening to rap music?
[maybe]

11. Have you ever thought of driving the train to uni?
[wat the fuck??]

12. What did you do last 1st November 2005?
[ lookin blankly at my MSN contact, wonderin why did that bastard do that to me]

13. Which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy ?
[sunny]

14. When was the last time you browsed the bible?
[ 6 yr ago]

15. What is the brand of your first wristwatch?
[some L-cheapo brand]

16.Look behind your back. What do you see?
[a lonely shadow]

17. Say something about the person whom ulike...
[i like no one, nt even my parents..]

18. What did you have for breakfast today?
–[ chocolates!+ vanilla coke]

19. Your last dream that you remembered?
[ my pooh talkin to me]

20. What do you usually say when you meet aperson?
[yox]

21. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is toforget"?
[No no no.. there is no forgive in my dictionary now]

22. Last thing you held before using the computer?
[chilli tuna]

23..What is the place u dreamed of?
[ heaven]

24. When was the last time your tears fell?
[ beginnin of this yr]

25. At what age are you ready to get married?
[i dun wanna get marry. men are bastards]

26. Long hair or short?
[Short and sweet]

27. First person to run to if you are depressed?
[my dear ciggies, chocolates, vanilla coke]

28. Whats the last movie you watched?
[ the omen]

29. Who was the last person you sms?
[the devil]

30. Were you attracted to a person ten years older
[yup. i prefer "old" ppl]

31. Are you happy at this point of your life?
[wat do ya think?]

32. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
[chocolate]

33. Are you in love now?
[yup]

34. With whom?
[ciggies, basketball court]

35. If you could have one wish right now, whatwould it be?
[ my heart stop pumpin]

*JelLyish-jelLy*

我不配

final

我和我的doublecheesez

天堂

习惯

地鐵

那一刹那

魚

康復的鹹魚

再见

我的心情

思念是一种病

鹹魚的故事<如果有一天>

咸魚的故事 <名與利>

鹹魚的故事 <私奔日記>

鹹魚的故事<自我介紹篇>

鹹魚的故事 Part 1

who said life is hard?

<3

i <3 this song

it's all about you

break

life should be good

back

back.

IM

IM

marry

yi lu shang you ni

update

=)

angels

i'm ur angel

=)

killin time

IM

=)

=)

dream

leh hai goi gei

wtf

finally

stickman

after all the hard work

so far in 2006

sick

sick

<3 ?

damn random

i gonna miss them! =(

lookin for experienced tutor? =D

Hokkien

wooohoo~!

Merry go around is MINE! =)

choose to be happy

one more!

ways to turn dwn unwanted men!

are u the one?

Random

wedding [part2]

weddin.=) [part 1]

-.-"

zOOo

100th entry

thirteen

you le?! lols

yawns

retard

i'll never be the same again!

the final and the last

hady!! =D

HELl

girls are simply so much better

clever fs!!

finnally meetups!!

my hands are itchy!

the mata

i <3 NHG!!!

one more person! =)

JelLyish-jelLy